lately i’ve been feeling very strange. i’m having trouble describing it to myself, but there’s just so many things around me. so many thoughts and desires, and they’re kind of getting in their own way. or, I’m getting in my own way. there’s so much i want to do with my life and my days, but i can’t [...]
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here, there.. just everywhere.
April 25, 2012
2012.
January 11, 2012
hello there. it’s 2012. a new year with new possibilities. can you believe it? i most certainly can. i entered the new year with my (still) stunningly amazing fiancée. 2012 is a year of travel, change and great happiness. i have a great deal on my plate for this year – i’m going to Paris [...]
eagerness.
November 1, 2011
hello there, o great world of cyberspace. as an update, i can tell you that my days haven’t been that interesting lately. weekdays, that is. i count the days, hours and minutes till friday finally comes, and i either get to visit my strongly beloved fiancée, or he comes to visit me. the weekends are [...]
for all of eternity.
August 29, 2011
these days i’m full of love. i can feel it right down to my very core. it’s such a wondrous sensation! being able to feel such joy and warmth inside of me. it feels like every muscle in my body is shouting from the top of their lungs that they long for my sweetheart! my [...]
jittery feelings.
August 16, 2011
well, well. here i am again. tomorrow is my first day of my last year of high school. it’s strange to think about, but also kind of a relief. to be honest, i’m kind of excited about starting again after two months of vacation. don’t get me wrong, having two months of vacation was beyond [...]
adult life and happiness?
May 22, 2011
since the last time i made my appearance on this blog i’ve become a so-called adult. so far i’m not all that impressed, really. only thing that’s different is that i can walk into clubs without having to wonder whether or not i’ll get in, buy alcohol, drive a car (if i’d actually had my [...]
so much negativity.
January 17, 2011
when i’m not completely ok, i need to vent. to a person, a diary, a dog, the ocean, a blog.. to something. it helps. surrounded by negativity will wear you down. no joking around. i find myself struggling to hold on to the positive things at the moment. i’m aware of their presence, but i [...]
longing for the fall.
August 18, 2010
the summer is over and a new school year has started. am i happy to be sitting sleepless in dull classrooms again? oh yes. the vacation was nice, but to call it summer, would overdo it a tad. we’ve had a few days of hot and sunny days, but not a whole lot of them. [...]
state of mood.
February 9, 2010
i can’t really say my mood has been the greatest lately. there’s a reason for it (several, in fact), indeed, but reasons isn’t suitable for blogs. you never know who might or might not read it. when i’m sad, it doesn’t take much to bring me even further down. it takes surprisingly little, actually. but [...]
2010.
January 27, 2010
i’m sorry that i haven’t written in a while. i could say that i just haven’t had anything to write about, but that’s not true. i have. i just haven’t felt the urge to write about it. instead i let the thoughts and happenings roll around in my head. it’s kind of weird that it’s [...]
