hello there, o great world of cyberspace.
as an update, i can tell you that my days haven’t been that interesting lately. weekdays, that is. i count the days, hours and minutes till friday finally comes, and i either get to visit my strongly beloved fiancée, or he comes to visit me. the weekends are golden. those are the days that keep me going. being with my one and only is the most amazing thing in the world. there is nothing else that beats that feeling of belonging and love; feeling like you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be. not only do i long for the weekends, but the vacations and holidays. right now it’s 50 days till christmas break, and i get to be with my man for 18 days. 18!
that is beyond comforting when i have to go the weekdays without him. not being able to see him smile or laugh, not being able to feel his presence.
but i count for the holidays! after christmas break we have 2012, and the holidays are piling up at the beginning of the year. in february we have winter break, in march/april we have easter break (plus a trip to paris right after!), in may we have lots of extra long weekends, and in june school is ending!
it is so amazing thinking about that. seeing it from that perspective, it doesn’t seem like that far away till i can finally be with him forever, uninterrupted.
earlier today i went through some conversations between us from before we met. we were so eager to finally meet! but still so afraid that we were just hoping and dreaming of something that might never be. imagine our joy when it became everything we wished for and more! there is such a thing as true love, but it’s not as easy for everyone to find it. i sing my prayers every night for having been so lucky as to find mine!
even though i don’t get to see him every day, the minute i get in his arms again, everything makes sense. that is one of the best things!
this wasn’t the longest post i’ve ever written, but i felt the need to write at least something. so.. here it is.
au revoir.
