longing for the fall.

the summer is over and a new school year has started. am i happy to be sitting sleepless in dull classrooms again? oh yes. the vacation was nice, but to call it summer, would overdo it a tad. we’ve had a few days of hot and sunny days, but not a whole lot of them. right now i’m counting the days till the fall gets here, so i can start wearing some comfortable clothes again. i never seem to be able to be quite at ease in the summer. the moist weather makes the clothing sticky and almost unbearable. there were never a day i felt a hundred percent at ease in my attire. the closest thing to perfection was when a few girlfriends of mine and myself went swimming. it was uncomfortably warm that day, and we actually decided to go take a dip in the water; and boy, was it nice! the water temperature was so soothing against my clammy skin, i could just lay there – floating in the water. quite soon i found myself alone in the water, ’cause my company found that the water temperature was too unsettling for their part. well, their loss. that was one of the best days of my summer.

it’s ironic that after complaining about our boring weather this summer, i now long for the chill autumn air to fill up my lungs. i miss the feel of rain on my face. i’ve longed for the perfect rain to stand in, and yesterday was it. but.. i was at a friends’ house, and he said i was not to sit my ass down in his car if i was soaked. seeing that i didn’t felt like walking home at night in the pouring rain — i chose not to step out in the rain. i hope he knows how much he owes me for that.

either way, i’m happy. i’m enjoying my new school year with new and exciting subjects, and there’s a special someone who’s there everyday to make me smile. there’s things i wanna throw hard objects at, but i’m trying hard to ignore that and focus on the most eminent sensation.

it’s good to be back.
- until next time.